Sunday, September 24, 2017

Be still my heart


The physical wounds are superficial and will quickly heal, but the psychological impact of submitting to her bull will stay with them for some time.

Saturday, September 23, 2017

Three Hander


Most sissies have a one hander or less.

Most boring, beta husbands have a two hander at most. 

Most bulls, through, have a three hander or more.

Are you a sissy? Simple test, do you want to be him or her?



Friday, September 22, 2017

Feeling



That feeling watching her kneel before her bull, watching him take control, watching her submit, knowing your wife's heart belongs to you but her body belongs to him.

Alone Time

"I know you like to watch, sweetie," she said looking over at her husband, "but I want you to go to the guest room tonight, Sam and I want some alone time tonight."

An eternal reminder that a husband need never penetrate his wife to be intimate with her.


Monday, September 18, 2017

Whoa, I scored a 22


Questions

"Have you started on hormones yet?" - Jayme

No. We want a baby and if (and that's still a big if) I ever started hormones, it wouldn't be before that.


Tuesday, September 12, 2017

First Time

She said the first time Matthew was inside her she was like, 'holy shit, I forgot how great this feels."


Bad Girl


Sometimes, mostly directed at me, Emily can be bratty and mouthy and even cold, because she knows I'm safe, that when she has a bad day, she can "let her hair down" around me.

Sometimes, mostly around Matthew, Emily can be bratty and mouthy and even cold because she knows Matthew won't tolerate it and will bend her over, his lap, a couch, a chair. She's like this around him those times she needs a man to take charge, a man to lead, a man she can follow and submit to.

The spanking will be firm, but fair; painful, but just; punishment, but erotic. A reminder that bad girls can walk all over their sissy husbands, but that such behavior will not be tolerated by a real man.

Signs


Every cuckold needs to understand that this doesn't make him gay, that sucking his wife's bull's cock is a sign of submission, of acceptance, and of acknowledging the true man in the relationship.

Monday, September 11, 2017

There's no reason whatsoever you shouldn't have trained yourself to cum like a girl...I know I have and can and do!


Yes, Daddy!


Degradedsissy:
I think we can lock this away for good now, princess.
It’s your stockings, high heels, girlie clothes and overal effeminacy that define you.
Not this sad little relic.
You’re not a boy.
You’re my bitch, baby, and the only climaxes you need to experience are those I have inside you.

Sissy's daily protein supplement


Saturday, September 9, 2017

When I was a kid, I fantasized about a woman riding me like this. As an adult, I now know this is never going to happen to a sissy like me.


Thursday, September 7, 2017

Threesomes

Most men, fantasizing about a threesome with their wives, think about something like this:


Cuckolds, though, know the reality of a threesome with their wives will be something much different:


Totally agree!!!



My Life of Shames:
No woman would ever wear panties like this.
They are so extremely prissy and effeminate that only an emasculated male - a limp-wristed sissy - that has totally given up any idea of being an man, and has immersed itself into an abyss of extreme effeminacy, where it lives its life as a humiliated laughingstock, in stockings, high heels, and the most ridiculously pansyish pink outfits of excessive frills and lace.

Wednesday, September 6, 2017

Feminized and in Chastity


Just the way every sissy should be. Every minute of every day.

Question Time

Reader John says, "I really appreciate that you take the time to answer your readers' questions. I've got one follow-up question. Quite a while ago you wrote that Matthew stipulated that intercourse between Emily and yourself was not forbidden but should be rare. It seemed to me that you were happy with that arrangement.

Now I understand that intercourse is fully a thing of the past.

What has changed?

Wow, that's a question!


So, from Matthew's perspective, he didn't, especially at first, want to forbid regular intercourse between Emily and me, he just wanted to make sure it was rare. That is, intercourse was his thing with Emily, not mine. He's still fine if we have intercourse to this day, he just never wanted me having regular sex like that. Other sex? Yes. Intimacy? Yes. Just not intercourse. But I think he understood Emily and I might want that now and then, perhaps need it. So he allowed it.

So Matthew has not changed, Emily and I have.

Chastity became a center point of our intimate life; after all, when your partner is in chastity, and when your lover doesn't want you having regular intercourse, other things become more important. And we focused on those things. Heck, even my own orgasm has become less important.

Part of it is our common understanding of what happens when I orgasm. And by orgasm, I mean a full, male orgasm. When I cum like a male, my hormone levels change (there's science about this) and suddenly everything I love most of the time (submission, feminization, serving her, being a cuckold) sucks. Not enough for me to want to change my life, but a male orgasm does strange things to a sissy's mind. Things a milking does not do, things a ruined orgasm does not do.

So, I guess what changed is that I'm happier when I don't fuck Emily. Not that I still don't want to (or part of me), it's just that I really don't like what happens to me when I do. Not to mention, the whole thing that Emily doesn't really enjoy it like she does with Matthew.

We've even talked about how to get pregnant (we want a baby). Do we try the "traditional" method, or do we explore intrauterine insemination (that's a big step).



Different Types

There are two types of males in this world:

Dominant, masculine, alpha men who lead, take what they want, fuck who they want, married or not (like Matthew):


Sissy, beta bois who serve and follow, who are feminized, who are safely locked in chastity, and who know deep down, they will never be let inside a woman, whether they are married to her or not (like me):


To a sissy locked in chastity, a woman's nylon covered foot has more erotic appeal than any man can imagine.