Speaking of The Alpha Bull, something he said really struck home:
The difference between beta cuckold fantasists and actual cuckolds is substantial: once that line is crossed, there is no going back. A beta male whose wife has been fucked by another man will always be a cuckold.
That's so true, isn't it? Once Emily fucked another man (er, a man), once I knew about it, I was a cuckold. And would always be a cuckold.
Even if she wasn't now (she still is), even if she stops dating, even if we take a break, I'm a cuckold. Forever a cuckold.
It's a line, that once crossed, can never be uncrossed.