Thursday, January 25, 2018

For my own good


That's what she says, now, the longer I'm locked up, the longer I'm denied. I've come to agree, as much as part of me hates it.

I understand if this is the life we lead, things are so much better when it doesn't need to be discussed day-to-day. When I'm not tempted to touch myself day-to-day. When an erection isn't a distraction day-to-day.

When release comes from other things, feminine things. When release doesn't involve putting myself into something (a mouth, a hand, a tube, or god forbid, a pussy) but instead putting something into me.

It's for my own good, so as not to confuse me, to let my mind wander, even a little, to pretending to be a man.

I can ask to be unlocked, and the longer I'm locked the more I want to. And the less I want to, too.

It's for my own good, because erections are for men, not sissies, and it reminds me, reminds her, and reminds him of my place.

* Not me, just a beautiful Korean sissy who's locked like me.

11 comments:

  1. In time the cage will cause your penis to atrophy and if combined with HRT for sissies, it becomes nothing more than a bladder drain. It would be best just to have it removed permanently and be done with it. You, yourself, said as much. So why not cut it off?

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  2. I don't agree with the harsh tone of the previous comment, however, the writer does raise a point I have wondered about. With long term chastity do you notice atrophy in your penis?

    Al

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  3. P.S. It's nice to hear that you agree, even in a conflicted way, that it is for your own good.

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  4. I think you need to have experienced chastity to appreciate it. It's as much mental and emotional as it is physical.

    Based on my own experiences, and those of people I know, it seems as if form and function pretty much return to normal after being unlocked for a few weeks.

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    1. Experience is a great teacher. LOL

      Thanks for your comments, Sally. I appreciate them.

      Al

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  5. I've been in chastity for 15 years now and wouldn't have it any other way. I feel naked without it on. I haven't had any problems except it seems my penis has got smaller.

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    1. Thanks Dan. I assume you mean smaller when flaccid. Are you ever allow to become erect? If so, has that size diminished as well?

      Al

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  6. I have only become erect in my cage unless my wife removes it so she can wash me there so it's very limited and yes I have become smaller. I used to be around 6" now I'm lucky if it 4" when erect and flaccid I'm lucky if it's an inch.

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    1. Thank you Dan Mel. Your open, honest response is much appreciated.

      Al

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  7. I wouldn't know if it returns to normal size after a couple of weeks as my times unlocked are much more limited (not weeks, not days, not even hours normally, but minutes).

    I know locked for months on end, it does shrink, and that's much the point.

    And as Al notes, I am incredibly conflicted, as there are times I desperately want to be allowed to simply cum like a male. But the rest of the time, most of the time, I know that would be a foolish, foolish thing to be allowed to do.

    It seems, if one is going to live like this, it's best to:

    1. Always, always be at least partially feminized.
    2. Never, never be allowed to be sexual like a male.
    3. When fully feminized, be as feminine as possible.

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  8. Hi Sara
    Thank you. Your posts are always so genuine and refreshingly honest. I much appreciate them as, I expect, do many others.

    At the risk of polling all of sissydom, I wonder if others in a similar lifestyle would agree with your three "rules".

    A curious Al (LOL)

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