Thursday, June 30, 2016


"How long has it been now, Sara?"

"A...a little over a year."

"Fourteen months and four days, I believe, hasn't it? Since you've been inside me?"

"Y...yes, Ma'am."

"And you've been unlocked for what?"

"I...I don't know..."

"Ten minutes a month times fourteen months...that's one hundred and forty minutes? A bit over two hours?"

I swallowed. "Y...yes..."

"Do you miss it? Being inside me?"




"I know. But it's important, to all of us, isn't it? It's like...become a thing."


"I like our thing, Sara."


I used to disagree, came to reluctantly agree, now totally agree. Even when I beg Emily to release me, even when I really, really want to be unlocked, down inside, I know it is best for a sissy's clit to be safely and securely locked away.

Intimacy between a married woman and her sissy husband can be had in many, many ways and PIV sex (pussy in vagina sex) is NOT necessary for a loving, happy, intimate marriage.


"Well you seemed so curious about what was in my lingerie drawer," your mother-in-law said, "I just thought maybe you'd like to try something on."

She hasn't seen Matthew in almost two months but she's seeing him on Saturday and none of us can wait.

Monday, June 27, 2016


I love seeing feminized sissies, locked in chastity, for it is a reminder that there are others out there, like me, who were never masculine, never a man, no matter what they were born with, who find happiness in other ways.

One reason I lick Emily's pussy clean

From The Alpha Bull:
You only eat something when you view it as clean, safe, and pleasing. Anything you eat is, by definition, something you want, and the definition of wealth is “something people want”.
Welcoming an Alpha male’s semen into your mouth and body is an extreme expression of deference and value. By eating my cum, a beta male is demonstrating to himself and to others that my cum has great value, it is clean, and it is pleasing.
Eating my cum out of his wife’s pussy has the added effect of offering her physical pleasure, without a chance for his genetic material to move on, since it is my cum, not his, that leaks from her.
Eating my cum, as opposed to letting it go to waste, is a great way for the beta male to show his wife that my reproductive capacity is valuable to both him and her, and since he hasn’t cum in her (and no longer wants to) his masculinity is taking a knee, respectfully bowing out of the genetic race.

Of course Emily knows I get jealous when she dresses like this, but she knows it makes my little clit swell in my cage, too. Which is why she does it any time she can.

She'd ask you to share, sissy, but her mouth is full, so if you want it, you're going to have to do it without her demanding it.

Yes, Mistress, and I'll even clean up after.

Wednesday, June 22, 2016

Dirty Little Secret

Here's the thing, if a pretty sissy offers herself to her wife's lover like this, the odds that she's going to find herself with cock in her ass are high, approaching 100%

Wednesday, June 15, 2016

The unique intimacy of a cuckold marriage

Limp Clitty Training!

A limp clitty is indeed possible.

Its not too hard to teach your body to stay soft when aroused. The main problem is that the arousal response is autonomal, it’s just something your body does without getting the go ahead from your brain. It’s chemicals in the brain firing on a level you don’t have any conscious control over. Drugs can try and prevent you from getting hard by jacking around with the chemicals and chemical receptors and hypnosis can try and prevent you from getting hard by subconsciously re-associating the stimuli which cause those chemicals, but both of these options are of limited effectiveness and will depend largely on how your brain works. I wouldn’t really recommend either - the former because you may end up with some nasty side effects and the latter because it frankly won’t work super well.

The method I recommend to my sissies is basically a kind of re-association training. I posted this as part of Anni’s training in the ‘Someone Take Control of Me’ thread, but because I care, I’ll repeat the information here for you girls.

See, the big hurdle is that your body is a big dumb beast. It grew up learning to do things a certain way so that’s what it does. When you remove your consciousness from the equation, your body is an animal. It doesn’t know it’s doing anything wrong by getting hard, it’s just doing what instinct and training have taught it. Thankfully though, we can use its own nature against it.

The human brain and the human body are remarkably resilient. If there’s one thing it knows how to do, it’s adapt. That’s fairly convenient for our purposes. So is the fact that the human brain is basically wired for sex. Your body is a slut. It wants to reproduce. All that’s needed, then, to teach your body to be soft, is to force it to realize that it isn’t going to be having any sexy fun if it’s hard. This requires a bit more work and discipline than hypnosis or drugs, but you’ll probably have better long term results with it. Plus, well, training is a whole kind of sexy fun its own.

Here’s what you do.

First, you need to teach your body that an erection is a profoundly unnatural and undesirable state. Think of it like having a muscle cramp. When your leg cramps up you stop what you’re doing and don’t continue until the cramp has gone away. You want to do the same with your clitty getting stiff. If you find yourself getting hard at any point for any reason - if you notice you are getting erect or if you notice you’ve become erect without noticing - stop whatever you are doing and focus on making the hardness go away. Look at something else. Think about something else. Do something else. Do not continue with what you were doing until you are once again nice and soft. With time and a lot of discipline, this will begin to teach your body that your clit shouldn’t be getting hard in response to these stimuli. You will eventually start to notice that you can focus on those things without fear of becoming hard.

For added feminization, when you are trying to think about something else, make an effort to only think about the girliest things you can imagine. Cute shoes, makeup, nails, stuff that is super girly, but which doesn’t get you hot beneath the collar. This will both help you to associate these things with being soft as well as just plain teach you to think girly thoughts throughout the day.

Second, and probably more importantly, you have to change the way you masturbate. Normally when you rub your little clitty it gets all hard and you keep rubbing it till you cum everywhere. This rewards and strengthens the association your body has between arousal, pleasure, and hardness. We are going to change that. From now on, when you masturbate you need to do so either while also playing with your sissy pussy or, if you aren’t that accustomed to anal yet, while pinching your nipples and squeezing your chest. This is to teach your body that it has more than just one erogenous zone. Before you start make sure your clitty gets nice and soft. Concentrate on either the pornographic material or fantasy you are focusing on. Make it something really hot - something that never fails to turn you on. Start rubbing your soft clitty while also fingering or pinching yourself. You should soon find yourself getting hard. When this happens, stop rubbing your clitty, but keep playing with yourself. Consider using the free hand to pinch your other nipple or rub your thighs or slap your ass - do something slutty with it. Eventually your clit should start to become nice and soft again. If it doesn’t seem to want to become soft, slowly ease off on the stimulation until you’ve stopped altogether. If you still have trouble becoming soft, go do something else entirely until it finally goes down. When it does become soft, resume rubbing it. Stop when it becomes hard, start again when it becomes soft. Continue this pattern for at least half an hour. This will teach your body that there is a greater sexual reward for it if it is nice and soft. It’ll also teach it that breast stimulation and getting your cute little hole filled are important parts of having sex, which will also help add to the strength of the orgasm. The first several times you do this you may have trouble cumming. If this happens, don’t try to force it and especially don’t rub one out afterwards. You may simply need to resign yourself to the fact that sometimes sluts like you don’t get to cum. Not cumming will make you hornier for next time, which will make it all that much easier. As you get good at this, you’ll find yourself regularly able to cum while soft.

If you keep this training up, eventually you should find yourself no longer getting hard at all when you are aroused, but rather you’ll find a feeling of emptiness in your ass or a yearning in your breasts to be pinched and squeezed. Your body will have relearned how it should be handling arousal. With persistence and discipline you should notice some basic results within two weeks, and some more substantial results after about a month. Obviously the longer you keep the training up the more effect it has, but of course, you’ll eventually hit the point where you’re no longer getting hard at all, at which point you don’t really need it anymore.

The only way a sissy should ever be allowed to cum

So, so unlike my wedding night

Proof I've given Emily again and again and again...

Tuesday, June 14, 2016


She holds her husband's penis, lightly stroking him to help let him know what should be forbidden is actually okay...

Her lover holds his cock steady, helping give her a target...

And he guides his wife downward, helping her mount a real man's cock...

Thursday, June 9, 2016